Just a short note. In a recent post I mentioned my anger at Ron. But let me tell you the other side of the coin. This morning I woke up before Ron, my med’s had worn off and I couldn’t stand to lay in bed, even with the loving Milo wanting to hug and cuddle.
I got Milo to move off me, and levered my self up. Ron was still sleeping and I wanted him to be able to still do that…but when I get up Milo thinks he needs to talk to me, tell me everything he held in all night.
I will skip the details of my getting dressed and shushing Milo..except to say I had no ability to bend my back and my right leg was dragging, refusing to move normally. To walk I had to brace my left leg, and then swing my right leg forward like a pole where I could put weight on it.
About this time your thinking..”oh Gods, Scottie is complaining and asking for pity”. Sorry, not where this is going. I love my life, good and bad and I see so many people in such worse conditions than I , that no way would I complain.
So I managed to make the morning coffee, take the trash bags to the end of the driveway , feed and water the loving Milo, and clean his box, all before Ron got up. Ron was going out to get groceries and supplies, and asked if I would make a sauce. I said yes…
Now here is my point. The other day I was so angry I was ordering Ron out of the room before I got out of bed to do battle…yet today as I went to do the sauce Ron wouldn’t even let me lift the crock pot. Then when I got it all made and almost fell on the floor trying to keep going he hugged me, told me how important I was to him, and ordered me to lay down….He has stirred the sauce, made the pasta, and even folded the laundry I was doing…all with a happy heart and telling me how grand I am…I am…not really. He has been and always will be my “Knight in shining armor” .
But that is passion, and thankfully we have it. He has already talked to me about work tomorrow and doesn’t want me to over do…like I would do that …LOL
Anyway my point is we love..and for good or bad, we have grand times and bad times and times in between. Right now I am beat. I did what I could to make a great dinner, but now I am resting while doing the laundry..and thinking how grand my life is.