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December 24, 2016

Being tired

Filed under: Health, My Life and Rants, News, Questions — Scottie @ 20:18

 I have a problem.  My blood sugar is out of control.  That alone is very scary.   It will require me to go on insulin shots, and then a gradual degradation of my kidneys.. basicly they are putting a timetable on my life.   Recently , the last two weeks, I have not been able to stay awake for much time.  I did not get to emails, and I neglected the web sites I love.  I started brewing coffee and need to go start another pot, however it doesn’t really make it better.   I will try to get to as many blogs, as many emails as I can.   I am just so tired right now.    I simply want everyone to know I am not ignoring you.  I am doing the very best I can.  Take today.  I have been up since 7 AM.  I have tried to get through as many emails and as many blogs as I can, loving both all the emails and all the blogs. Just wanted to clear the air and let everyone know.  Hugs.


  1. Hey, Take care of yourself. People love ya and want you around:)

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    Comment by omtatjuan3 — December 24, 2016 @ 20:24

    • Yes but wanting me around means I have to be able to respond. Having to take at least 12 hours or more in bed.. that cuts down the able to respond time. I do understand what you are saying, but the internet has been my life since I was not able to work. Now I am faced with losing that and I won’t.. I will fight as hard as I can not to lose it. I want as many emails, I want as many new people to talk to me, I want to go look at every new interesting blog. I just do not want people misunderstanding why I don,t respond.

      A funny story. I was doing a back and forth with a wonderful woman on another blog .. then I started to fall asleep. Not like gradual. I just dropped out. Then I would wake up, see the conversation and try to pick it up again. She laughingly sent me a message.. was I ok as the things I was typing did not make sense.. of course the did not , My sugar was so high I was in and out of consciousness and my fingers were resting on the keys. That scares me. What if someone thinks I am typing something that is offencive just because I have fallen asleep at the keyboard? What if people I have come to care about think I am ignoring them simply because I have to be in bed that day? These are real worries to me. But thanks for the vote of friendship, know I care about you also. Hugs

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      Comment by Scottie — December 24, 2016 @ 20:37

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