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December 24, 2016

Being tired

Filed under: Health, My Life and Rants, News, Questions — Scottie @ 20:18

 I have a problem.  My blood sugar is out of control.  That alone is very scary.   It will require me to go on insulin shots, and then a gradual degradation of my kidneys.. basicly they are putting a timetable on my life.   Recently , the last two weeks, I have not been able to stay awake for much time.  I did not get to emails, and I neglected the web sites I love.  I started brewing coffee and need to go start another pot, however it doesn’t really make it better.   I will try to get to as many blogs, as many emails as I can.   I am just so tired right now.    I simply want everyone to know I am not ignoring you.  I am doing the very best I can.  Take today.  I have been up since 7 AM.  I have tried to get through as many emails and as many blogs as I can, loving both all the emails and all the blogs. Just wanted to clear the air and let everyone know.  Hugs.

2 Comments »

  1. Hey, Take care of yourself. People love ya and want you around:)

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    Comment by omtatjuan3 — December 24, 2016 @ 20:24

    • Yes but wanting me around means I have to be able to respond. Having to take at least 12 hours or more in bed.. that cuts down the able to respond time. I do understand what you are saying, but the internet has been my life since I was not able to work. Now I am faced with losing that and I won’t.. I will fight as hard as I can not to lose it. I want as many emails, I want as many new people to talk to me, I want to go look at every new interesting blog. I just do not want people misunderstanding why I don,t respond.

      A funny story. I was doing a back and forth with a wonderful woman on another blog .. then I started to fall asleep. Not like gradual. I just dropped out. Then I would wake up, see the conversation and try to pick it up again. She laughingly sent me a message.. was I ok as the things I was typing did not make sense.. of course the did not , My sugar was so high I was in and out of consciousness and my fingers were resting on the keys. That scares me. What if someone thinks I am typing something that is offencive just because I have fallen asleep at the keyboard? What if people I have come to care about think I am ignoring them simply because I have to be in bed that day? These are real worries to me. But thanks for the vote of friendship, know I care about you also. Hugs

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      Comment by Scottie — December 24, 2016 @ 20:37


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