I am not well. Sorry don’t mean to be a downer. Just an explanation. Also note that in the start of the video I mention I don’t know the software and I had intended to include the depression I was slipping into and how it was making it harder to contain the abuse I suffered. I was going to tell how I have been having nightmares about when I was five and six how I was molested repeatedly and the physical abuse in that time frame. But as I started to feel worse and worse I felt I wouldn’t even finish the videos so I did not share that part. I bought the new software so I can do small short videos as typing right now is hard for me and I wanted to save it for comments.
There are four videos. The first one was 6 minutes something because I goofed, the rest about 10 minutes each. I wouldn’t make you suffer from watching a whole nearly 30 minutes of me so you have to decided how much you want to watch in one sitting. Thanks for reading and watching. I am going to post these. Thanks and hugs.