Scotties Toy Box

December 5, 2018

Trump’s Favorite Things! – A Randy Rainbow Song Parody

Filed under: Funny Stuff, Funny videos, Music Video, Songs and Music — Scottie @ 12:17

November 21, 2018

For Carmen who is a grand one

Filed under: Music and Videos, Music Video, News, Song, Songs and Music — Scottie @ 15:57

A song that has haunted me since I first heard it. Maybe due to my time in the navy. Hugs

Filed under: Music and Videos, Music Video, Songs and Music — Scottie @ 15:02

“The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald” – Gordon Lightfoot (HD w/ Lyrics)

October 28, 2018

Randy sent me this, I love it. Thanks my brother.

Filed under: Animals, Family, Music Video, Nature, Song, Songs and Music, Things I like — Scottie @ 13:33

September 27, 2018

My answer to Nan, and about a sexual assault . Too long for a comment.

Filed under: Music Video, News — Scottie @ 20:32

I understand Nan, but in the back of my mind was the abuse I suffered and when I told as a child I was laughed at. I understand why a person doesn’t come forward. I never did again until I was 1570 miles away and nearly in my 50’s. I got upset every time a republican asked her why she waited so long to come forward, yet at the same time they refused to let an even few days for an FBI investigation.  I started shouting at the monitor.

That was Ron’s concern, I was being triggered. Do you know it took me ten years to even tell my loving husband of the abuse I endured? So many years and he already figured it out.

You are correct. But I think he is a horrible man who did what he is accused of. And he will be on a court that may hurt many, female rights, and my marriage rights.

Again rape or sexual assault doesn’t get easier to deal with over time. It stays with you. I heard Prof. Ford. I understood her. I think she is telling the truth, and he is not.

You know I have a memory that scares me. I had just flown in to La airport and I was a country boy that had never experienced a city on my own. I had all my belongings in a duffel bag and I was in my military dress. As I stood there confused and trying to figure out how the heck to get to my assigned ship, a man came up to me. He as about 40 or maybe 30 years old.
He was a from palm springs he claimed.
He did not seem in away threatening to me. He asked me where I needed to be and offered to get us a hotel for the night and he would set me where I needed to go.

You guessed correctly. After we got to the room he he asked me if I would like something to drink, such a nice man. He went and got some ice and the coke I asked for. I was thinking what a wonderful thing I ran into this man who would help me get to my ship. I remember him on the other bed smiling and talking as my eyes grew heavy and closed.

The next morning I woke, my clothes were on the floor, and everything was so hazy. Yes I had been given the date rape drug. I could tell you personal things but I just want you to know the areas of my body that would have been involved were sore.

The man was gone when I woke up. It was late. I frantically called a few numbers I had for the ship I was to go to. They told me to get on bus Number ###

I then went to the desk of the hotel and went to pay, and they told me my father had paid already and they had been told to get me to the bus I needed. ??? My father???

The thing is it took years later for the pieces of memories to come back. I for years told the story of the great man who came up to me in the L.A. Airport to give a naive young sailor a room and advice. Then slowly the memories came back. I have glimpses of things I wont describe. This was in early 1982. I was 18 going on 19. I had no idea of rape drugs, I had no idea to question adults who offered me things like to help me get a room at night or to my assignment. The thing is I still have the address book I carried with me and I scrawled in it some really strange thing that night.

My point is that people did not tell. I did not. Well I did once as a child, got laughed at and the abuse got worse. I never told again. I have been as I have mentioned on this blog taken sexually against my will as an adult also. But I never told of this. Why. Why do people who are abused not speak up? Because part of it is fear we wont believed. But for me the real fear is I would then not be thought of as a man. I was so young, so desperate to be taken as a man, so desperate to be taken as an adult. So no I did not tell.

I can only think it is much worse for a woman. So much harder. So much social baggage to endure. I just read statistics that say 1 in 4 females are abused. One in four. Look around you and if you are in a group of four, one of you has been abused. It is one in six for males.

Damn this hearing got to me more than I realized. Sorry Nan, but I can not unload on you this way. I will make this a separate post. I respect you far too much to do that to you. So let me copy and past this and then make another comment to you. Hugs and loves.

That was Ron’s concern, I was being triggered. Do you know it took me ten years to even tell my loving husband of the abuse I endured? So many years and he already figured it out.

You are correct. But I think he is a horrible man who did what he is accused of. And he will be on a court that may hurt many, female rights, and my marriage rights.

Again rape or sexual assault doesn’t get easier to deal with over time. It stays with you. I heard Prof. Ford. I understood her. I think she is telling the truth, and he is not.

 

My point is that people did not tell. I did not. Well I did once as a child, got laughed at and the abuse got worse. I never told again. I have been as I have mentioned on this blog taken sexually against my will as an adult also. But I never told of this. Why. Why do people who are abused not speak up? Because part of it is fear we wont believed. But for me the real fear is I would then not be thought of as a man. I was so young, so desperate to be taken as a man, so desperate to be taken as an adult. So no I did not tell.  Today I really don’t care what another may think of my gender or masculinity.  Deal with what I do daily and then see what you think.  Of better yet pull some hurtful crap to others who can not defend themselves and see If I do not beat you with my cane.

I can only think it is much worse for a woman. So much harder. I really have no idea but think it must bee so much worse.  So much social baggage to endure. I just read statistics that say 1 in 4 females are abused. One in four. Look around you and if you are in a group of four, one of you has been abused. It is one in six for males.

Damn this hearing got to me more than I realized. Sorry Nan, but I can not unload on you this way. I will make this a separate post. I respect you far too much to do that to you. So let me copy and past this and then make another comment to you.

Hugs and loves.

 

 

March 20, 2018

The Loophole by Garfunkel and Oates

Filed under: Family, Funny Stuff, Funny videos, Ideas, Music Video, Religion, Sex, Song, You Tube — Scottie @ 14:51

A song about Christian girls who stay virgins until they’re married but have anal sex instead.

August 30, 2017

Simon and Garfunkel – YouTube Parody based on tRump

Filed under: Music Video, Song, Songs and Music — Scottie @ 09:59

December 3, 2016

Not Perfect by Tim Minchin – YouTube

Filed under: Music and Videos, Music Video, News, People I like, Political, Reason, Song — Scottie @ 20:09

September 10, 2016

Have you ever seen the rain…

Filed under: Music Video — Scottie @ 21:13

August 18, 2016

Ray Stevens – The Haircut Song – YouTube

Filed under: Music Video, Song, Songs and Music — Scottie @ 20:42

November 27, 2015

John Lennon – Imagine – Lyrics – YouTube

Filed under: Music and Videos, Music Video — Scottie @ 13:42

September 12, 2015

Johnny Cash – Don’t take your guns to town lyrics – YouTube

Filed under: Children, Family, Harm, Music Video — Scottie @ 13:15

August 25, 2015

Senior Moments by Golf Brooks – with Lyrics Closed Captioned – YouTube

Filed under: Funny Stuff, Music Video — Scottie @ 22:22

Oh dang this is me on a good day..  wonder what I am like on a bad one ??? Hugs

Senior Moments by Golf Brooks – with Lyrics Closed Captioned – YouTube.

August 20, 2015

Daddy Please Don’t Cry-Live-Elvis Presley – YouTube

Filed under: Music Video, Sad, Song — Scottie @ 22:06

Daddy Please Don’t Cry-Live-Elvis Presley – YouTube.

June 2, 2015

Wille Nelson’s Gay Cowboy Song – YouTube

Filed under: Funny Stuff, Homosexual, Music Video — Scottie @ 20:08

Wille Nelson’s Gay Cowboy Song – YouTube.

May 11, 2015

Benny – Little Game (Official Video) – YouTube

Filed under: Bigotry, Children, Gender, Music Video — Scottie @ 15:53

I do not normally post current music because I just don’t seem to understand it.  However this I understand.  I understand it well.  Let us hope we can all stop the little game for all children.   The only ones who win at the game are those who hate.   Hugs

Benny – Little Game (Official Video) – YouTube.

April 24, 2015

Queen – We Are The Champions (Official Video) – YouTube

Filed under: Music Video — Scottie @ 17:15

Queen – We Are The Champions (Official Video) – YouTube.

 

Eagles – Dirty Laundry 1080p LIVE – YouTube..well one is uplifting and the other…well I am not crying

Filed under: Music Video — Scottie @ 17:07

Eagles – Dirty Laundry 1080p LIVE – YouTube.

Randy Travis – Three Wooden Crosses – YouTube

Filed under: Love, Music Video — Scottie @ 16:56

Randy Travis – Three Wooden Crosses – YouTube.

I am stunned by his ability to put emotion into our hearts , I have tears running down my cheeks.  I don’t apologize for that, I just fixed an old peoples computer asking no payment and it took me three days to get it right…so if I choose to hear this song and cry, I dare anyone to challenge me for it.     I know you will have to go through my brother, who does understand and at 6 foot 5 and made of more muscle than a GMC truck, but dang…doesn’t it hurt…really hurt to know we don’t have songs of doing right with out some connection to god…we need to write some. Ron told me to buy it..or any other song I like.  Hugs

 

April 18, 2015

Political Parties Rap – Smart Songs – YouTube

Filed under: Funny videos, Music Video — Scottie @ 10:37

Political Parties Rap – Smart Songs – YouTube.

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